The Empty Chair: When Widowhood Changes Where You Belong
- Jun 23
- 3 min read
The Empty Chair: When Widowhood Changes Where You Belong
I belonged next to Eric. I still struggle with where I belong now.
People often assume widow loneliness is simply about being alone. But many widows know it is more complicated than that.
Sometimes the hardest part isn't being alone. It's missing the person who made a place for you in the world.
The person who expected you to be there.
The person who made life feel like home.
I feel this every Fourth of July while watching everyone gather with family. I thought I was grieving Eric. Of course I was. But I was also grieving something deeper.
Before, when I sat beside Eric, I always knew I was welcome. I didn't have to wonder where I belonged. I didn't have to wonder if I fit. My place was beside him.
Widowhood doesn't just take away our spouse. It changes traditions. Friend groups shift. Adult children create lives of their own. We find ourselves wondering where we fit in a world that once felt familiar.
That feeling can be difficult to explain to people who have never experienced the loss of a spouse.
Let's spend a few quiet moments reflecting on this hidden loss.
You may want to grab a notebook, your journal, or a copy of The Widow's Comeback Grief Journal: A Year of Guided Reflection for Healing Hearts as you work through these prompts.
A Widow's Inventory of Belonging
Take a few moments to reflect on these questions. There are no right or wrong answers.
Before Widowhood
Where did I feel most at home?
What traditions felt like "ours"?
What holidays or gatherings felt easiest?
What role did my spouse play in helping me feel welcome?
What parts of my identity felt secure?
The Hidden Loss
When do I notice the empty chair most?
What do I miss most about being part of "us"?
What traditions feel different now?
What situations make me feel out of place?
What is harder than I expected about attending events alone?
Looking Forward
Are there people with whom I can be fully myself?
What places still feel comfortable?
What new traditions am I creating?
What helps me feel connected when loneliness shows up?
What would I like others to understand about this hidden loss?
Reflection
Complete the following sentences:
The empty chair represents _____________________________.
The thing I miss most is _______________________________.
One thing I want to remember this month is __________________.
One thing I realized while completing this reflection is _____________________________.
A Final Thought
Widowhood reveals losses hiding underneath the obvious ones. Sometimes we discover that what we are grieving isn't just the person we loved. Sometimes we are grieving the place we had beside them.
If this reflection resonated with you, consider sharing it with another widow.
One of the greatest gifts we can give each other is the reminder that someone else understands.
Love you widow friends,
Lisa
About Lisa Woolery
Lisa Woolery is the author of The Widow's Comeback, The Widow's Comeback: 365-Day Grieving Calendar, and The Widow's Comeback Grief Journal: A Year of Guided Reflection for Healing Hearts. After the sudden death of her husband, Eric, Lisa began sharing honest encouragement for widows through her books, blog, newsletter, and The Widow's Comeback community.
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